There Once Was a Girl
March 1, 2011
There once was a
girl, and also a boy--
The most classic of
all story starts.
But the normal ends
here, and won’t reappear
In this tale of two
separate hearts.
The girl was quite
clever and happy with life
A free spirit who liked order too.
She knew who she was
and liked it because
She always knew just
what to do.
The boy was unique,
an original for sure
With a quick wit and
something all new.
He saw things just
so, whether highly or low
And opened up truly
to few.
The girl and the boy
talked only one time
For the boy it seems
that was enough
He was smitten quite
hard and traveled quite far
But she wasn’t too
into that stuff.
The boy didn’t give
up or slack off all
Eventually, he
figured, love wins.
He showed dedication
and was a sensation
Among all the girl’s
good friends.
The girl was herself,
maybe more than before--
A boy wasn’t going to
change her.
But after a while, he
so made her smile
And her feelings
became something stranger.
The boy was important,
she let herself think,
But still he was only
a friend.
She closed the door
to anything more,
Thinking soon the
whole thing would end.
The girl was just
right, exciting and smart,
Surely not one the
boy would let go.
She was flirty and
nice and made him think twice
Before he did things
that were low.
The boy and the girl
made memories and plans
Silly ones, real ones
and more.
They were perfectly
odd and figured that God
Had led them to each
others’ door.
Through big steps and
little, the girl changed her mind.
Much too special was
he to give up.
In the back of her
head, the girl’s heart felt led
To let the boy know
what was up.
But teen love won’t
last, their heads told them both
So in order to see if
it could,
They decided to wait,
til a certain date
August 10th,
in six months, was good.
They made some more
plans, for summer and life
Such golden and sweet
weeks those were.
But how long could it
last while moving so fast?
How long til the boy
didn’t want her?
Slowly but surely,
the challenge was gone.
He had caught her so
now he was bored.
The chase had been
fun, but now that he’d won
He felt she could just
be ignored.
The boy stepped back,
just to watch the girl wonder
Had she done
something so very wrong?
The sweet things he
said and his friendship both fled
Like harmony leaving
a song.
The girl had been so
sure that he’d been sincere
Having chased her for
such a long time.
He’d helped her with
writing and made life exciting...
The reason in all of
life’s rhyme.
The boy broke his
words as summer arrived.
Nothing was as he had
promised her.
He hung with the
guys, from sundown to rise
Doing things that
made him a monster.
The girl’s heart was
broken, to her great surprise.
She had never
intended to care.
Love came in quiet
and then raised a riot.
Now summer was empty
and bare.
The boy found more
chicks and had lots of fun
He talked to several
at once.
The girl hid her pain
behind laughing refrains
Of “Him? Oh, I’m done
with that dunce.”
The girl’s friends
believed her, well at least most,
But see, inside she
was crushed.
After all they’d been
through, what more could she do
But wait ’til her
heart could be hushed.
As months rolled by,
every promise was broken,
And the great plans
were unfulfilled too.
The girl still got
by, but she still wondered why
Her soul was feeling
so blue.
The boy had a
thought, one night in September:
Would she come back
if he said that he’d change?
He decided one night
with cruel delight
To see how far the
girl’s feelings ranged.
The girl was no fool,
as you already know,
But the boy had long
gained her full trust.
He pulled at her
heart, asked for a new start.
She said yes, but
change was a must.
But though she was
thrilled, her head said “Watch out.”
She had shed over him
lots of tears.
As a matter of fact,
she had made a pact
Not to say “I love
you” for years.
The boy kept up his
act, a couple of weeks
But he noticed that
something was off.
The girl felt it too,
but only she knew
It was because she
wasn’t in love.
She liked him okay,
but more from afar.
She knew now he
wasn’t for real.
He meant no offense,
but she had then since
Decided her heart he
can’t steal.
She’d hurt for so
long that she hadn’t felt
The healing that had
since begun.
Although he soon
left, she felt not bereft
Because her own heart
she had won.
~Stephanie
That was heart wrenching... and beautiful... thank you for sharing.
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ReplyDeletei know that feel, bro. i know that feel so well.
ReplyDeletethis was beautifully written. poetry is not one of my strong suits and I admire anyone who can do it well, as you have here.
i feel like this must be closure for you, and for that i am so happy :) you are wonderful!
Wow, y'all, thanks :) It means a lot.
ReplyDeleteNatalie: This WAS great closure...but unfortunately it didn't stay closed. Parts 2 and 3 are coming. At this point, I have real closure again, but I haven't written an encouraging final Part 4 yet. I plan to do that this year, when the mood strikes :)
~Stephanie
well hey, i can't wait to read the next parts :)
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