Thanks for joining us, Valentina!
Yeah. Everyone feels that way.
It doesn't feel like I'm going to college. It feels like I'm dying. I have to take all my chances NOW, because I'm leaving. I have to set everything straight with people because this might be it. I have to say goodbye to everyone and let them know what they mean to me because I'll probably forget later.
You feel like it's now or never, don't you.
Yeah. Like if I don't try things now, I'll miss my chance. I'll wonder forever what would have happened if...you know. Fill in the blank with a million things.
But think about it this way: if you tie off all the loose ends now, you won't be able to pick them back up later. Or you'll have to UNtie them first. It'll feel like having to start all over. Whereas if you leave some ends untied, open, you can come back to them later. You're so sure that this is the end of everything as you know it that you're actually MAKING it that way.
...oh. I never thought about it like that. Like maybe it's a better idea if I don't...truncate my life.
Um, yes. Non-truncation is generally preferable.
So...I don't have to try it all now. Or end it all now for that matter.
Definitely not. In fact...please don't XD
Huh. Well. This...this isn't so bad after all, is it?
It isn't :)
~Stephanie
hey =) i'd love to wrote a comment first, but i had some internet problems. nice blog! i read some posts, it's...awesome! i found it searching and wow! amazing.
ReplyDeletewell, i live in italy and i'm italian, as you can obviusly read i can't speak english so i wanna apologize now for destroying the quiet english of your blog with my thousands of mistakes! =)
Thanks! I'm glad you like it :)
ReplyDeleteItaly! That's so cool. I visited Italy last summer and LOVED it. Your English is great!
~Stephanie